I paint to find my true self- the one buried under years of conditioning that taught me to abandon what was authentic and pure about me. My works are an act of self-empowerment- a reclaiming of self-respect and self-acceptance.
About the Artist
I am a representational, expressionistic painter with a focus on the figure. I view the subjects I paint as vessels that house emotions and concepts that are important to me. My work is also heavily influenced by East Asian philosophies of Taoism, Buddhism, and the concepts of Wabi Sabi (the beauty of imperfection), fragility, impermanence, and emptiness.Artist's Statement
I paint to find my true self- the one buried under years of conditioning that taught me to abandon what was authentic and pure about me. My works are an act of self-empowerment- a reclaiming of a self-respect and self-acceptance that were unconsciously given away at an early age. I am a representational, expressionistic painter with a focus on the figure. I view the subjects I paint as vessels that house emotions and concepts that are important to me. My work is also heavily influenced by East Asian philosophies of Taoism, Buddhism, and the concepts of Wabi Sabi (the beauty of imperfection), fragility, impermanence, and emptiness. My training as a martial artist has taught me that true power lies in the ability to surrender myself completely to the moment, remain centered in my body and unattached to the outcome. This willingness to remain open, vulnerable, and empty in front of an opponent yields an outcome far greater than what my otherwise fearful mind and contracted body could create. As a painter, I try to approach each work with the same mindset. The blank canvas and self-critical mind are formidable opponents with whom I constantly spar. By accepting my own inherently imperfect, frail, and fleeting existence, I discovered a beauty and serenity in the process of painting where the judging mind is silenced by the pure act of putting paint to canvas. In this voluntary surrender, what comes through is a reflection. The canvas is my mirror. Emotions and beliefs that I otherwise would not have the courage to face are revealed to me with each brush stroke. Once the last brush mark is placed and a piece is finished, I am always faced with the same question asked by each painting, “Can you accept this reflection of yourself?” My answer doesn’t matter. What matters is that the question has been asked and explored through the process of painting.Featured Work
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The Illusion of Both Selves (Self-Portrait)
oil on canvas
2023
"Show me your original face before you were born." - Zen koan
We all wear two masks - the one we show to the world and the one that stares back at us in the mirror. Both are illusions. Having done self portraits for almost 2 years now has been an act of removing both of these masks. It is a lifelong process; one that I will continue as long as I put paint to canvas. With each painting, one thin layer of the masks come off. Hopefully one day, I will be able to paint my original face.
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$3,800.00
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Wound of Light (Self-Portrait)
oil on cavas
2022
"The wound is where the light comes in."-Rumi
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$3,000.00
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Petty Vices (Self-Portrait)
oil on canvas
2022
"I haven't a particle of confidence in a man who has no redeeming petty vices."-Mark Twain
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$2,700.00
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A Patient Wolf (Self-Portrait)
Oil on canvas
2022
“A gentleman is simply a patient wolf“-Lana Turner
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$4,000.00
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A Gift of Darkness
oil on canvas
2022
“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too was a gift.”- Mary Oliver
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$3,000.00
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Atonement
oil on canvas
2022
“Light must come from inside. You cannot ask the darkness to leave; you must turn on the light.” – Sogyal Rinpoche
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$3,500.00
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