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Dreams, wishes, & memories of lost loved ones inform the solo guitar pieces of Scattered Hearts. The impact of relationships that brought me peace and torn me apart. Finding Sanctuary in music has helped me gather the positive aspects of being and given hope at time when I’m Picking Up the Pieces. I often fret over titles, but when an improvisation took form that echoed memories of my Mother, Matka Boska, Polish for Blessed Mother, was the only title that would do her justice.
Medium: CD, Digital Download
Year: 2008
See more information about The Call
My second solo guitar CD - The Call - is a reflection of the ongoing practices of meditation, music and Qi Gong affecting my being. My guitar instructor Robert Fripp, who introduced me to a sitting practice, called these pieces “meditations in sound.” These types of comments have been offered about my work for over a decade now by countless others. “Is That How It Is?” is the opening line of the poem The Great Sleep authored by our departed & beloved Dharma teacher Bill Menza. The piece titled “The Call” was inspired by hearing the call to prayer throughout the day when we spent 5 weeks visiting family in Malaysia. Loss, suffering and love inform these pieces of music. But words are not enough, listen & experience what this music has to offer you.
Medium: CD and Digital Download
Year: 2020
See more information about Daisy Bed by Curving Tooth
The trash has not been scattered. My home is not torn up. I am standing smiling in a daisy bed.
Medium: MP3
Year: 2021

Everlasting Dance Happening Between the Once and Future Trees

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The stumps in this piece are sentient. They spend 1/2 the year above water and 1/2 the year below. Once they were tall, growing from a mountain side, but the land was flooded to make a lake, a dam, electricity.
Medium: Gouache on board
Year: 2021

Mother Wheel

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Medium: Scrolling panorama of images in gouache and ink
Year: 2021

Nowhere Live! We're All Dead

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Self produced with the aid of musicians & friends as a way to deal with the isolation & desperation of the pandemic. Over an hour and a half of performances, sketches, & talks about the Grateful Dead, Jerry Garcia, & how they influenced our lives & us as musicians. Hopefully, this humorous honor to America's First & Finest Jam Band will be seen as a respected tribute by Deadheads around the multiverse.
Medium: video
Year: 2021
Details: 1:39:17

Stupid Fingers

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Wrote, performed, & recorded this song as background music for a period piece party scene from the 1970's, for the Baltimore based series, Thespian. Made a video during the pandemic showing how my Pineapple Island dish is prepared.
Medium: video
Year: 2020
Details: 3:28

The Highwayman

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"The Highwayman" was released in 1985 by the country supergroup, The Highwaymen, consisting of Willie Nelson, Kris Kristofferson, Waylon Jennings, & Johnny Cash. This haunting tune has been with me since &, while my performance shall keep improving, it finally got to a place to share. Performed at the Sunset Restaurant in Glen Burnie. Edit from a live Instagram stream & other cameras. Local guitar, Knaggs Acoustic.
Medium: Video
Year: 2023
Details: 3:10

Fly On!!!

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The title coming from a mix tape of the same name my late uncle gave me in the 1980's, containing cult classics & hits from his vinyl collection. The song was written & mostly recorded in the backyard where I grew up, the place where I often dreamed of flying with the birds, bugs, bees, & butterflies & climbed trees with crawling critters. It's about fulfilling that dream & finding that love one day, but when?

The recording was meant to be a demo to eventually be rerecorded by better musicians, but I've gotten used to this version. The video was recently made playing with green screen technology & integrating my rusty celluloid animation skills into the digital age.
Medium: video
Year: 2009
Details: 2:26
See more information about Gotta Let Go
Composed, recorded, produced, & performed by me, as are most of my songs. Having the strength to let go of some people, places, & things in order to grow, hoping there is room for them on the other side of well-being.
Year: 2010
Details: 4:44
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